[Intro]
If you really ask me
I don't know what I'm doing
You know?
I'm just 'tryna find- my sound
In music and in life
If it weren't for this, I'd be dead
XIII

[Verse 1]
My friends, yeah they told me that it seems like I am rushing
Always working 'round the clock, it never seems like I am never resting
Everything around me, it just seems so overwhelming
Guess that is what happens when you put a timer on your life
Am I right?
Made a deal, with my own demons, they said, they could help me
They said, that I don't need nobody, they said, I need coffee
So I could work, throughout the night, and hope they see, the lines I write
We manifest what's in our lives, so that's why I've been in my mind
All the people 'round me, say that they've been getting worried
But, when I hit 'em up, to ask for help, they all seem busy
They start to say that I am selfish, only focused on yourself
But when I'm backed into a corner, only person there's myself

[Hook]
My blood, they be asking where I am
We going way up
My blood, they be asking what's the plan
We going way up
My blood, stay believing in the pen
We going way up
My blood, who believing in the plan
We going way up

[Verse 2]
How you gonna say, my music's negative, when you don't even listen
Then you go and take some sedatives, that pack of pills you pop 'em
You're calling me a hypocrite, when you ain't even better
You better watch your lips, quit acting like you're clever
Thinking that you know me, just because you hear my name
For your information, my goal was never the fame
Watch your intonation, you and me are not the same
If you think I'm dissing you, then step up centre stage

[Hook]
My blood, they be asking where I am
We going way up
My blood, they be asking what's the plan
We going way up
My blood, stay believing in the pen
We going way up
My blood, who believing in the plan
We going way up

[Verse 3]
Ain't, one to hide my dirty laundry, wear it in the open
I've been 'tryna change, and be a better person
I don't do this so you like me, I do this, 'cause they all like me
Power in the music, I'mma use it for my vision
How you gonna say that you a real one when you got all these faces
Preaching like a prophet, yet you're sinning like you're Satan
Don't judge me 'till you're perfect, judge the person in the mirror
The project coming soon, tell them all I'm here for dinner

[Outro]
Way up
Going way up
Going way up
Way up
Red