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lyrics
[Intro]
I'm like okay
[Hook]
I've been thinking of us, right now
I think you shouldn't be, around
You always, leave me, in the ground
Tell me, where my mind, is right now
Tell me, I've been begging, no no no
Lately, I've been thinking, I don't know
Maybe, I've been needing some time alone
Come see me, if you need me, I'll be at home
[Verse 1]
I've been up all night, eyes red
Something's wrong up inside my head
I just can't get outta bed
Voices say they want me dead
I don't really know what isn't right yeah
I don't really feel safe at night yeah
Got a lotta thoughts inside my mind yeah
Start to feel like I am outta time yeah
Mama yeah you said you disappointed
Sorry that I'm such a disappointment
Music's been the reason I've been living
It's been the only reasons in the mornings
I don't really like feeling like this
But I don't know how to fight it
People say that I shouldn't mind it
Got a record deal, should I sign it
[Hook]
I've been thinking of us, right now
I think you shouldn't be, around
You always, leave me, in the ground
Tell me, where my mind, is right now
Tell me, I've been begging, no no no
Lately, I've been thinking, I don't know
Maybe, I've been needing some time alone
Come see me, if you need me, I'll be at home
[Verse 2]
I've been up all night, eyes red
Something's wrong up inside my head
I just can't get outta bed
Voices say they want me dead
I don't really know what isn't right yeah
I don't really feel safe at night yeah
Got a lotta thoughts inside my mind yeah
Start to feel like I am outta time yeah
Everything I do I disappoint you
Getting so frustrated with that old news
Saying that you love me, then where are you
I just played a show, the way a rapper do
Coming to the scene like a new wave
I don't follow you, I do my own way
People feel the music, don't know what to say
People feel the music, I'm like okay, okay
[Hook]
I've been thinking of us, right now
I think you shouldn't be, around
You always, leave me, in the ground
Tell me, where my mind, is right now
[Outro]
Okay
I'm like okay
I don't know what to say
I'm like okay, yeah
credits
released September 13, 2019
Writer: Redza.
Performer: Redza & Naqib Jaaffar
Producer: James TenNapel (Syndrome)
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