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1.
So Cold 03:26
[Hook] Oh the world's so cold Baby, you warmed me up You showed me how to love Now I'm better Oh the world's so cold Baby, I'm not enough I don't know how to love I'll be better [Verse 1] Before she up and left, my girl, she told me that I got A lot of problems, and I need to fix em Man I really need, to quit, playing the victim Stop, blaming the system But lately I just can't, hop out the rhythm Happiness ain't coming back, until I solve them She was all pieces that I lacked, but now I lost them Find it kinda ironic, how did I lose something That I never had, looking at my notepad Like I didn't write that Stop pushing away, the thoughts, inside your head Don't lead yourself astray, from the path that you set This is, for your own good, I have no malintent You're saying you're alone, but surrounded by your friends You gotta figure out, if you wanna let me in For now, I'm keeping to myself So maybe, I'm ready, for you again I never ever left you You'll always be, my lover and a best friend [Chorus] Oh the world's so cold Baby, you warmed me up You showed me how to love Now I'm better Oh the world's so cold Baby, I'm not enough I don't know how to love I'll be better [Verse 2] You refuse to admit, all the issues you got All the red lights, but not letting go, at the stop You're so focused on that drive, all your doors are unlocked You're not living in this life, 'cause your soul is on lock Avoiding all your issues, when you're zooming past the block Speeding twenty, at the fifty, never stopping for the cops Now your belt, isn't on, and your busy in your thoughts Never, watching for the road, jerk the wheel, only God knows Keep yourself onto that path, you got a bright future You're gonna hit your big break you say later, I say sooner You hated that in ninth grade, everybody saw you as a loser Trust me, it's about to get better Take it to basket and learn, to be a shooter I'm waiting for the day, we'll be together again I'm keeping to myself, we'll be meeting in the end I'll be rooting for your music, signed your number one fan [Chorus] Oh the world's so cold Baby, you warmed me up You showed me how to love Now I'm better Oh the world's so cold Baby, I'm not enough I don't know how to love I'll be better
2.
[Chorus] Going through the letters that you sent me, wrote down I've been running tracks, from the memories, in that town You've been hiding, ghosting, I've been stacking my sins I've been finding, reasons, you been fighting demons Guess we're kinda lucky that it's hoodie season Easier to hide the scars, when no one, sees them [Verse 1] Laying in my room, got them cigarettes, no ashtray Forgot, the taste, of nicotine, something that you hate You know I'd do any for you, I won't hesitate Told me, just to cut all the smoking, I was like okay I replaced, a drug, with you, instead Girl, your voice, silenced the thoughts, inside, my head I was high, off your love, but now, I'm dead Cigarette, slowly, burning from, the end [Bridge] Don't go, no, don't go, no Don't go, no, don't go, no Don't go, no, don't go, no Don't go, no, don't go, no [Chorus] Going through the letters that you sent me, wrote down I've been running tracks, from the memories, in that town You've been hiding, ghosting, I've been stacking my sins I've been finding, reasons, you been fighting demons Guess we're kinda lucky that it's hoodie season Easier to hide the scars, when no one, sees them [Verse 2] I don't know, how to feel no more What is real, no more Now you've closed the door Sticks and stones They make break my bones But the hurt you give It don't ever go It never goes
3.
[Intro] It's been a while since we've talked The only way, I talk to you know Is through my music Things have been changing [Verse 1] Reminiscing back to the days, where we would take the train Earbuds in our ears, listening to your favourite bands The seats would be taken, so we'd be standing by the doors Holding hands, never had a direction, it was a simple plan Remember looking in your eyes, seeing me, deep inside A kid who was lost, someone rejected, denied The feeling of dejection broken, shattered, sense of pride A broken, shattered, soul, saw it all inside her smile We had a lot of anger, bottled up inside To find a way to cope, we became each other's lights When you were by my side, the world was passing slow Loving you was innocent, but I guess it's time to grow [Chorus] Oh you're too far away Baby someday I'll change I'll be back soon some way I'll be with you someday Six thousand miles apart Darling don't drop my heart Oh don't you run too far Six thousand miles apart [Verse 2] Remember holding you for the last time, the airport Handed me a scrapbook, of poetry and precious memories I was tryna act tough, so I fought back the tears That is something I regret, wish I never let you go Watching you walk, I could feel you were crying I could taste my blood, from the lips I was biting Clutching to our book, I was silently screaming Babygirl don't leave, I don't wanna stop believing The anger, deep inside of me, fueled up again Couldn't really cope, ended losing a friend Said words I regret, and now I'm in my room alone I was immature and I guess it's time to grow [Chorus] Oh you're too far away Baby some day I'll change I'll be back soon some way I'll be with you someday Six thousand miles apart Darling don't drop my heart Oh don't you run too far Six thousand miles apart [Verse 3] I've been tryna change for the better, so maybe one day I can look Into your eyes again, so baby, please just wait, a little longer I promise I'll be stronger, I promise I am working Life is like a lesson, and I guess, that I'm still learning If we're really meant to be, guess we'll cross our paths again Guess we'll have to wait and see, guess I'll have to trust the plan You know, that I'm stubborn, I'll need to learn to be patient I'm someone who expects the most, I should lower expectations I put my all into you, a melody I poured my soul into We've been through hell and back, happiness then hell again Not just lovers, we were friends, in the end, guess I'm glad You were real and not just for show [Chorus] Oh you're too far away Baby some day I'll change I'll be back soon some way I'll be with you someday Six thousand miles apart Darling don't drop my heart Oh don't you run too far Six thousand miles apart
4.
[Verse 1] Walk into the room, people asking whatchu doing I say I've been in the studio, busy with the music I've been going crazy, yeah I think I'm gonna lose it Say that I should sleep, don't be acting stupid I've been working, if you haven't heard it Then you must be deaf, where's the surgeon Oh I killed him with a beat, I wasn't certain We was pretty close, but he's a burden Never stopped it with the questions Not to mention, he said I should deal with my emotions What a notion, I gotta learn how to love my reflection The depression, gotta find a way to end the tension When I'm writing, the fact I can't achieve perfection Got me fueling up aggression, cut the section Start dissecting, open up my brain, you and me are not the same If you weren't with me, when I needed your help My name, should, never leave your mouth I don't wanna hear a sound Monsters underneath my bed, they've been breaking out Been spending so much time, busy underground Been stuck inside the lines, but we've been crawling out Used to be a joke, but we're slowly rising now [Hook] Funny how they think, they understand me I don't even know, I don't even know my own self Funny how they hate me, I'm just being real Saying what I feel, I'm just being real [Verse 2] We've been through this last week, I ain't gonna get sleep All the demons in my room, they just never let me Why you gotta test me, you don't understand me Only time you hit my line, is to say my flow is nasty Man I love this, being honest, we've been real from the start We've been on it, we're committed making art, we are poets Keep a note of it, you should know it, since the eighth grade We were motivated, now we're dedicated, every painting That we painted, turning back, like yeah we made it Waiting for the day we make it Imagined selling tickets, laughing back at the critics Smiling back at who left us, who never saw our vision I made some bad decisions, I prolly will, still make em I don't feel hurt the same, that is just for the living I've been dead for a minute, yeah we gave hell, a visit I didn't like the service, I left, no early notice [Hook] Funny how they think, they understand me I don't even know, I don't even know my own self Funny how they hate me, I'm just being real Saying what I feel, I'm just being real
5.
[Verse 1] Honestly, I don't know what to think I dunno who is real, I dunno who is fake I dunno if I'm asleep, I dunno if I'm awake I still think I'm not enough, but they saying that I'm great How can I just separate my mind from reality They saying that I'm sick, but they don't got a remedy What's my fatal flaw, every person is a tragedy When I say my truth, suddenly they all get mad at me You saying that you always keep it real right yeah You crying in your feels in the nights right yeah Then what's up with the music, with you fronting acting tough Saying, you 'gon make it, but you don't believe yourself How you gonna say that you a real one, huh Red Put a timer on your life, but you spend it in bed Then you whine about the time, saying one more minute Whatchu doing, oh you're talking to the voices in your head again Should I introduce myself, hi, my name's Red And I'm here to keep it real, so I tell you how I feel Then I never deal, with the problems, that I write I mean why, would I right, not like they will bite Nah, you wanna know, what I call real Let me tell you something, that I know they will feel I'm gonna tell them all your secrets, soon it'll be revealed Did you all know, that Red is gonna- shut up I thought, that I told you, that this, head is mine Get out of my room, man now you crossed the line I thought we made a deal, you were gonna leave my mind Come on now man, you know, I'm never far behind You can fool the rest, but can't lie to yourself We were always friends, since the day you were twelve You boxed yourself away, like you, thinking you'll be safe You built yourself a prison, threw the keys, to your cell Screaming and you're crying, 'cause you're suffering alone People try to help, but they never fully know The neighbours hear us talk, three AMs, in the night Like they all say, this is prolly just a phase right Do you hear yourself, you sound like a kid What's gonna come next, show me wrists, that you slit See if I tried to kill you, then you prolly would resist So if you wanna die, then why do you live Answer that now, oh you're mad now, gonna snap now They just facts now, man relax now, man does this flow Bring back anything though, lost your Juliet Whatchu gonna do Romeo Maybe you should get a backbone, yeah Do what, you say you gonna do, yeah Instead, you're busy locked up in your room, yeah Then you whine about being alone, yeah We've talked about this million times before I stay breathing on this Earth, for the kids who feel ignored I tried to open up, in the end it didn't work I ended on floor, with a body feeling sore I tried to reach for help, but the people closed their doors I know the empty feeling, of me giving, till there's nothing left to take I'm writing down this music, so that I can motivate All the kids that relate, who ain't sure, if they'll see another day

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released June 28, 2019

Writer: Redza.
Performer: Redza.
Producers: KH Beatz & Syndrome

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